I miss the old him.
who always worried when I'm not reply his message.
who always asked if I had eaten or not
who never got bored to listen all my unimportant stories
who always be there when I cry
who always paused his game to reply my message
who always attached importance to me than anyone
who always got mad when I hurt myself
who always got mad when I drink lot of coffee and playing in the rain
who always asked "what are you doing now?"
who always remind me to study and never give up when I wanted to do something
who always said that he wanted to stay close to me
who never let me go
who always called me on the phone when I'm alone
who always accompany me to watching soccer
who always waiting for me faithfully when I go to somewhere
who always remind me to pray
who always text me super duper lovely goodnight
who always used sweet emoticons in his message
who said that his love me for once
who went to the playground to accompany me even though he tired
who always tried to bought me snacks or ice cream although it never works
who always greet me first
who always care to me
but, he never did it again and I really miss it so damn much. I cant't understand our relationship. Sometimes I feel like we're friends, sometimes I feel like we're more than friends, but sometimes I feel like I'm just a stranger to him. HUAAAAAA those feelings are so random :'(
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